My Emotions Today…
23rd december 2010 my good friend passed away at the age of 13,
i have never cried so much over someone before in my life, ive never wished for something so much in my life, Laughs start to Decrease, Tears start to Increase, Wishes start to increase, Normal everyday smiles start to turn into fake smiles,
I Miss her so much seeing as it has been a year and a bit now, i cant believe shes gone i still cant i want her back but i no i cant, i hate the fact that im never gonna see her face again, i hate the fact that im never gonna see her smile again, i hate the fact that im never gonna hear her laugh again i hate the fact that im never gonna feel her touch again, i love her and all i want is to tell her one more time that i love her <3
And yes i no that there are many people here who are so hurt and are going through so much right now and i just want to let all of those people that im here for you at all times,
I live my everyday life and hear girls passing away cause of bullying and cause of their insecurity i absolutly HATE hearing those things, My wish is to be able to help all those insecure people, and to let them all no that YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE GEORGOUS, appearance doesnt matter in life thats just what this screwed up society chose, society is killing so many teenagers its so tragic, EVERY single person in this world is beautiful in every way, we were made individuals thats why we are perfect in our own way, i dont want people walking past other people thinking ther not good enough i dont want ANYONE to think there not good enough because you are and for those girls and boys who think there not good enough for love? you are there is ALWAYS gonna be that one boy/girl who is waiting for you who will love you for who. you. are. who will love you not because of your appearance but because of the inner you, many people these days get said so many hurtfull words, and to those people who bully one and another saying those hurtfull words STOP! your not doing any good for you or that person/peoples. and to those are getting said those hurtful things Stay strong i no how you feel i used to get said those things and at the start ididnt believe it i knew i was gonna be okay and that there is gonna be somenoe who doesnt care bout appearance but then days went by and i found my self on the edge where i believed i was ugly i believed i was to fat i believed i wasnt good enough cause of my own race, but i found people who love me for the inner me not the appearance and started to turn around and get back on my path so for those people who suffer and need someone to just let out there feelings anon or not just please feel free to talk to me i am ALWAYS here for you <3
Written by Julie <3 xx
